Hello Beautiful Pt. 2

i dont understand why people feel the need to bring others down.

we've ALL either made fun of or have been rude to other people.
i have, im not going to sit here and act perfect.

but bringing others down is wrong.
whether it be weight, hair, makeup, clothes, self esteem issues, anything, you shouldnt bring someone else down.

ive realized now that even joking, is wrong, and im sorry to whoever in my past 15 years of living who i have hurt.

ANYWAY,
before you judge anyone, or make fun of them, look at their situation.
have you ever thought that you making fun of them only makes them feel worse?

bullying hurts.
ive been through it many times, especially with my surgeries.
people cant control things, and you shouldnt make fun of them or bring them down because of it.

if youre going to make fun of, or hurt someone else, it shows insecurity in you.
the fact that you have to go around making fun of others displays you as a mean and rude person.

if youre "defending yourself", does it make it okay for you to touch the looks matter of things?
even if the person calls you ugly first, you should know youre a BETTER person then that, and rise above it and ignore it.
but instead people think to go back with something even more harsh.
thats not going to solve anything.


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we were all made to be equal.
but somehow in life we dont end up being that.

we're all beautiful.
and i think the word "beautiful" has been labeled as something that its not.

to be beautiful, you dont have to have perfect hair, straight teeth, bright eyes, the perfect body, the expensive clothes.
THAT is NOT beautiful.

being beautiful has more to do with whats on the inside, with who you are as a person.

a beautiful person respects themselves, loves themselves, and doesnt bring others down.

now, if you dont respect or love yourself, that doesnt mean youre not "beautiful" but maybe you should think about why you think that.

just because you dont have all those things i listed up there ^ doesnt mean youre not beautiful.
those things are all material.

everyones beautiful in their own way, shape or size.

i think if everyone thought of themselves as beautiful, or didnt bring others down, the world would be a different place.

(:

dont bring others down because of the negativity you have with yourself either.
"you cant love someone until you love yourself"
not that youd love someone you make fun of? haha.
but you cant expect to be nice or love someone if you dont love yourself first.

everyones good enough, you all need to stop doubting yourselves.
youre all beautiful :] eeeveryone is.

im so done with these games.

im really, honestly, getting sick and tired of the over obsessive fans.
theyre giving the rest of us fans a bad rep.
does anyone ever take into consideration how the boys feel?
YES, they love their fans, but they're NORMAL guys.
what do you think they think when your screaming your head off at them?
screaming your head off, isnt a way to show them youre a true dedicated fan.
at concerts, scream bloody murder, (just not during albl (; ) i dont care.
but im tired of all us jonas fans getting labeled as obsessive maniacs.

i dont know about you, but i dont freak out when i see them.
do i have a loud voice? HELL YEAH, i have a loud voice.
but i scream when the times right.
not when theyre a foot away from me.

I KNOW, your excited.
I KNOW, its THE JONAS BROTHERS... asdfghjkl;!@$%&#.
but the REALITY is, that theyre 3 guys.
theyre 3 guys who once lived in a small house in new jersey.
theyre 3 VERY BLESSED boys, who are grateful for all they have.
they adore their fans.

but some obsessive fans cant grasp that theyre normal.
you have got to be kidding me if you dont think joe doesnt laugh or get amused by girls death shrieking his name.
its crazy.

the boys like cool collected fans, not people trying to STEAL THEIR STUFF.

like HONESTLY? WTF? thats rude disrespectful and TOTALLY wrong.
thats a one way ticket for the boys to loose all respect for you.

ive been a fan since '07, and im sick and tired of getting a bad rep.
everytime someone finds out im a jonas fan, they freak out, and assume im one of those crazy fans.

when in all reality, im NOT. i am far from a crazy fan.
and im sure some of you are too.

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the boys have changed my life, and have taken up a big part of it.
im a true fan, and ive never given up on them, like ive seen other fans do.
nor am i ashamed to like them.


i know people are mean, and theyll harp and harp on you for being a fan, but if you TRULY love them, youll stick around.

if people will go as low as to make fun of you for liking a band, what kind of person are they?

who you like as a musical artist shouldnt matter.

the boys have given me so much hope.
i couldn never give up on them, i need to thank them for what theyve done.
in no way can i just be ashamed of being a fan when i owe so much to them.
im so grateful brandon understands my love for them because honestly, i couldnt be in a relationship with a jonas hater.
they mean to much to me.

it really saddens me that some fans have hidden their love.
i understand if you wanna stop being a fan totally for your own reasons.
but if you are one and your hiding it, what kind of fan are you?


im sorry if ive offended anyone, these are just my feelings.
ill make an inspirational blog next, dont worry (:

stay beautiful
xoxo
brittany<3

-Games & the lovebug.

now, before i start, i NEED to say, THANK YOU.<3
hearing all of your response to my tweets and last blog made me so incredibly happy.
i hope my words have reached some of you, and i hope ive helped even a little (:
*the Team Jonas secret that was posted on facebook, legit made my night, week, month.
it means alot that someone cares so much (:
if any of you are apart of it and love me so much, feel free to make one, i love reading them (:



Anyway, more boy issues, i feel its needed (:
like i said, you cant fully love someone else and be in a good relationship if you dont love yourself.
if you dont love yourself, and who you are, you cant expect to love someone else, fully.

Anyway, games.
it happens with all douchebags basically.
now, im not saying every guy is like that (:
but, guys like to play games, with our minds, and hearts.
ive learned from past relationships that SOME guys are not in it for love, they're in it for other things.
things that shouldnt be manditory with love.
if a guy wants you JUST for hooking up, or he doesnt want people knowing hes "seeing" you, what kind of guy is that?
is THAT the guy you want to call yours?
one thats ashamed to be with you?

now, i know when you start getting feelings its HARD to just stop, and i totally understand.
but, you need to think of what you deserve in life.
and all girls deserve a guy that treats her well.
not one thats using her.

if a guy doesnt appreciate you, or respect you, then re-think why youre with him.

(:

now, for the lovebug part.

i know you girls like guys.
there are AMAZING guys out there, just look at my boyfriend (;
im telling you, the BEST relationships come with FRIENDSHIP.
dont change who you are t make him like you.
that all stems back to "if a guy truly loves you, he'll love you for who you are"
if you change yourself, thats not who you truly are.
thats changing yourself to become something youre not.

get to know each otherrrr.
become comfortable.
TEXTING is always good hahaa.
if you like a boy, dont be like pushy or clingy, just take time.

i know its hard to wait and wait, believe me, i lost hope too.
but if you think its truly worth it, stick around, dont easily give up hope.

if the guy knows you like him, and he tells you he doesnt like you back, maybe its a sign of something better coming along.
"when one door closes, another one opens"
keep that in mind as well(:

im sorry this is short, but im leaving to go somewhere super soon ;]

ILOVEYOUGUYS!
youre all amazing and beautiful.
never give up, just hold on (:
xoxo,
brittany.

-Hollywood (...and heartbreak)

**okay, so Hollywood is obviously a JB song but I added the heartbreak for a reason.

our life isn't like Hollywood.
one day, we're not going to wake up and have every little thing we want.
I think Hollywood sends out good and bad examples to teens like us.
good, because some rolemodels are humble and nice, like the boys.
but most Hollywood images are fake.

not everyones a skinny twig, I'm not, and I'm proud.
I've seen girls change themselves to become wanted or looked at as beautiful, like the girls in "Hollywood".
the fact is, no matter how hard we try, changing our outer appearance does no good.
each one of us were made for a reason.
to change yourself for anyone, a boy, a friend, even the boys is ridiculous.
the boys will love us alsong as we're TRUE fans.
the chances of us being with, now, joe or nick is slimmm.
anyone in your life should love you for the person you are.
and if they don't, you should take a moment to think about why they're still there.
if, for instance, a boy is telling you that you should change or he doesn't like you, DONT change who you are.

girls, you need to LOVE yourselves enough to realize that you're amazing.
everyones unique and different in they're own way.
we all need to be, or else we'd all be the same.
but changing who you are is NOT worth it.
if that guy is dumb enough to not see who you are, is he worth it?
if he doesn't like you for who you are, will the relationship work out?

that's how I was.
before brandon, I went out with a guy, on a date to the movies.
douche doesn't even BEGIN to describe him.
but he told me everything I wanted to hear.
but all he really cared about was hooking up.
the whole movie he had his hand on my boob, was slurping an icee, and insisted on showing me the blister on his thumb... by putting it in my face...
YEAH, let's just say I gave up after that.

but something good came from that.
that night I talked to brandon, after my date
and he made me feel so much better :]
(that WAS NOT the first time we met, I. knew him like 2 years before that)
but he still had a girlfriend. :|
that shortly ended there after, we liked each other and BAM here we are :)
ANYWAY.
all I'm saying is, DONT change yourself.
you'll date guys who aren't for you, they might pressure you, tell you things you want to hear, but only YOU know in your heart what's right for you.
**REMEMBER- sometimes the BEST relationships start out as friendship, that's what Happened with me and brandon, now look at us!(;
if you start off as friends, you become closer and get to know each other better.
believe me, it's worth it.

I'm not saying this because I have a guy like brandon.
I'm saying it because before I was just like some of you.
I lost hope on guys and myself.
but what JB taught me was to NEVER loose hope.
I didn't, and was blessed with brandon.
I truly believe everyone is destined for someone else.
wait, and I promise you'll find your "brandon" soon (;

alot of girls have low esteem, and sometimes I do too.
but everyones unique in their own way.
every girl is beautiful, in their own way.
don't change yourself.
find reasons why you love yourself.
look in the mirror everyday and say I love myself, or say something good about yourself.
it may help boost your self confidence.

I know some of you may think I'm crazy or stupid for saying all this.
but I can't stand it when girls change themselves for guys.
or stay depressed for days after a break up because they think it's their fault.
OH, and if a guy wants to keep your relationship a "secret" or on the DL, BAD IDEA.
if a guy truly likes you, he wouldn't care if people knew.
why should he be embarrassed?
he obviously doesn't see you for the person you TRULY are.

girls, remember you're beautiful, and worth it!
keep in mind what you deserve.
and keeeeep it bouncin', duhhh.(;

love you guys!
if you need me @reply me or Im me @ britxoxxxx
I'm always here<3
-Brittany!

-Hello Beautiful.

Every girl is beautiful in their own way.
Every girl has something unique and special about them.
Every girl is different.
Every girl is a gift.

i think a lot of people forget this.

there are days when i wake up, and i just feel like going to school in sweats, when i feel like throwing my hair up in a dirty bun, no makeup.

but can i do that? no.
i feel as though i need to look presentable, pretty.

i guess every girl does that.

but sometimes i wish we could all just have that day, where we could go out in public without a care in the world of what others think.


people loose sight as to what "beauty" really is.

beauty isnt what comes on the outside, its whats inside.

its not how straight or curly your hair is, its not designer clothes.
its who you are as a person thats beautiful.

everyone has so many different qualities, everyone has something to give.

always remember, you may be having a bad day, but somewhere, in this big world, a girl just like you, is having a bad day too.

we all have each other to lean on.



never underestimate your beauty, never forget that all of you, are amazing people.

you girls are beautiful, and have made me feel so blessed, i love talking to you girls everyday!

im sorry for this random post, but i just had to say it (:


xoxo,
brittany(:

-Before the Storm

So, before I start, I just want to say thank you to you guys<3
I've gotten qlot of feedback saying I'm inspiring & that you love my blog.
that means SO much to me! if any of you ever need any help, I'm always here (:

anyway, this blog is gonna be about ex's.
yes, those dreaded ex boyfriends.

I guess your ex will always mean something to you, depending on the situation.
with me, I could care less about my ex's.
they didn't treat me right, and they were douchebags.

but, in some cases it can be hard.
I'm sure some of you guys still have feelings towards your ex.
it's hard to pass him in the hall, to see him with someone else possibly.
my ex lives directly accross from me.
sucky, right? :p
when I go to get the mail, and he's playing basketball, or he's at his window on the computer, I'll get this cringing feeling in my stomach.
why? I really don't know.
probably because I wonder what couldve happened if he didn't change once we hit highschool.
if he stayed the same Tyler I knew since I was 4.
he was my first crush.
we'd have playdates, go swimming together, do all that cute kid stuff.
he was the first guy I got jealous over, when he was holding a girls hand in 5th grade xD
but once I hit middle school, I started liking other guys too.
Tyler was still in my heart though, he was my main crush for most of my life.
we went out for a bit in 8th grade.
until the day he broke up with me.

everyday we'd walk home together.
so right when we were making the turn to walk down our road, he paused and said these words:
"yeah, this whole 'going out' thing, it's not gonna work out, sorry"
then just kept walking home.
it felt like my heart had been ripped out, and stepped on, hundreds of times.

we stopped walking home together, for the whole year, and since then actually.
that day, two years, was the last day I talked to him.
I see him everyday.
we say nothing.

looking back, am I sad now?
no, no I'm not.
because he's turned into a guy I want nothing to do with.
first year of highschool he turned into a cocky conceited douchebag.
he's disrespectful, rude and has had about 5 girlfriends since me?
yeah, I want nothing to do with him now.

after he broke up with me, I realized what I deserved and that that happened for a reason.
because now, I'm happier than ever with brandon.
HE'S the kind of guy I needed in my life.
he's the EXACT opposite of Tyler, he cares, he loves me for me and he genuinely makes me happy<3

now, not all ex's are douchebags.
sometimes you can still stay friends with them, which is awesome.

do I still wonder what couldve happened with me and Tyler before the storm?
eh, sometimes. but I drift into reality and realized that we weren't meant for each other, that brandon is who I want to be with, who I need to be with.

girls, always remember that everything happens for a reason.
when one door closes, another will open.
and I know that from experience (:
I lost Tyler and got brandon(:

you need to remember what you deserve, don't settle for anything less.
COMMENT THIS-- leaving questions or issues your having with ex's (:
I'll answer it in my next blog (;

I love you guys!
xoxo,
Brittany.

"with every strike of lightning, comes a memory that lasts, and not a word is left unspoken, as the thunder starts to crash.

-Love is on it's way.

SO, alot of you have been asking me about guy issues.

we all have guys in our life- boyfriends, guy friends, crushes, ...joe nick && kevin (;
haha, "can't live with 'em can't live without 'em" ofcourse with the exception of those last 3^^^

ANYWAY, here are a few Q&A's:

Q: I like a guy, we're in all the same classes. my best friends going out with his best friend but I want to get to know him better, help?!
A: well, be yourself,
take it one step at a time, since your in some classes together, ask him a question like "do you know what we had for homework in math?"
haha, stuff like that. and since your best friends with his best friend.. go out together! like a group. it doesn't need to be a date. you could go bowling, or go to the movies (: just take things slow, and introduce yourself. (:

Q: my boyfriend never tells me I'm pretty, and he's always putting me down. what do I do?
A: don't be with someone who put you down. read my last blog (: everyones beautiful in their own way. you don't deserve someone who tells you any different, I'd tell him how you feel unappreciated and how his words hurt you.

Q: I think I'm in love with my best guy friend, what do I do?
A: sometimes the best relationships start off as best friends (: always remember that.
if you don't think he feels the same way, holding off on telling him might be good.
you have to do what you feel comfortable with.
if you think it would turn out good, i'd try telling him (:

Q: what's it like not going to school with your boyfriend? like the distance and stuff?
A: he's sleeping right now :| he starts tomorrow, I start Tuesday.
and it's okay, cause I love him, aaand I know I won't look at any guys in my school, it's douche central there :)
I love him and he loves me. yes, the distance does suck but I think if two people work out to make it work, it does.
and we have been. we're EXTREMELY close, and we understand eachother so much, the space between us doesn't mean a thing<3


anyway girls, I believe everyone has a soulmate.
everyone has someone they'll grow up with.
not everyone will be an old lady with 29 cats.. xD

love is on it's way for everyone.
don't ever loose hope.
middle school/ high schools hard with guys.
and sometimes, if guys pick on you, it's a sign of liking you, remember that ;)
basically all I'm saying is to keep your mind open, be true to yourself, and find someone who makes you happy.

there's only 2 more future mrs.jonas' out there...
we'll have to wait and see what happens (;

stay true to yourself && love who you are<3
xoxo,
Brittany.

"young hearts, I believe that we are not far, from becoming who we truely are- love is on it's way"

-hold on.

so, summer 09's over, done, in the past.

schools starting for me next week.
I'm excited but anxious and nervous at the same time.
I'm going to be a sophmore, one week from today (:


anyway, I've been told that I'm good at giving advice.
so I asked some of my followers if they had any advice they needed answers too.

Q: I'm going to be a junior in Hign School, any advice?
A: be yourself! study, it will all ad up to your senior year!
be friendly, and meet new people (: don't be shy.


Q: I like a guy I can't have, what do I do?
A: I've been in this situation before :/ it's tough, but if he has a girlfriend, you need to respect that.
I found and realized that there's slot of other guys, some that come from unexpected places. always keep your eye out.
&& be open to new people. you never know, they may turn out better than you expected (:

Q: My family thinks I'm an over obsessed jonas fan, what should I do?
A: hm, well, I don't believe in obsession, I believe in dedication.
it really depends, they play a HUGE part in my life for my own personal reasons and that's why I think about and look up to them so much.
I've also found that other people can't TRUELY understand what they mean to you, only you truely can know why you love them so much.
I think that aslong as you love the boys for the RIGHT reasons and you truely want the best for them and have healthy thoughts about them, it's all good (:

Q: why does everyone think the jonas brothers are gods? they're regular guys.
A: yes they are, and sometimes I even loose site to that. they are just regular people.
but, you can't assume that EVERY jonas fan thinks they're gods. no one, not even joe nick or kevin, will ever be as powerful or almighty as God, obviously.
I don't think they're gods, but I definitely look up to them, for reasons you'd understand if you've read my past blogs.
I do know they're regular boys, but I do look up to them, not like a god, but they are a big part of my life.

Q: I want a boyfriend like yours! help?
A: lmao. well I can't exactly find you one, but I think the right guy will come around for everyone at one point or another.
I'm sure you'll find a boy who will stay on the phone with you, play you lovebug, and deal with your jonasness too ;D

Q: I think I'm kinda pretty but, popular girls make fun of me all the time, help?
A: -everyones beautiful in their own way.
no matter WHAT. your beautiful<3
beauty comes from within, not on your outer appearance.
don't EVER think you need to change yourself de anyone!
boys, friends and ESPECIALLY mean girls.
girls, especially teens, make fun of others because they're insecure about themselves.
don't let their hate bring you down<3
if you know youre beautiful inside and out, that's all that matters.
hold your head up high, and if you EVER need more help, I'm here (:



I didn't get MUCH advice this time- if you ever need help, reach me @ britxoxxxx

after reading through some advice and thinking about some of my own issues, hold on came in my head
it's such a powerful song, it's one of my favorites because it gave me hope.

girls, always remember, things could be going wrong in your life:
-BOYS!
-self image
-mean girls
-fitting in
-family problems
-love
-drama

so many things could be going wrong.
all you need to do, is take a step back from it all, and commit to yourself that you'll hold on.

lives a rollercoaster sometimes, it brings us to places we never thought we'd go.
but you just need to hold on, don't loose hope or faith.
always remember your good enough.
always remember your BEAUTIFUL.
everyone is beautiful different and unique in their own way.

don't let anyone bring you down!
don't live with regrets!
"when you love someone and they break your heart, don't give up, have faith, restart"
(:

find friends you love, people who are good, and never take less than what you deserve!

xoxo,
Brittany.

"Dont give up, stand till the end, cause there's more to life than just to live"

-tonight.

soo, it's over.

Jonas Brothers World Tour is officially over in the US.

words can't express how proud I am of them.
they've come soooo far.
I'm so happy I got to see them 3 times this summer (:
I'm so grateful for the people I've met along this journey.
I'm so grateful they're in my life (:

nothing can beat that moment when your standing there, anticipation rising.
'we will rock you' starts playing, the lights go out, the flashing red lights come on.
paranoid starts playing, and there they are.
standing before you.
each show I went to this tour was amazing.
I loved it, so muchhhhh.
<3

without them my summer wouldn't have been this blessed.
I love you joe nick kevin. andrew Jason michael & alex, and jordin<333
can't forget: johny taytay, garbs, jack lawless(& all that flawlessness (; ), ryan, christa, caro, THE H0RNS!
robby Hoffman, BIG ROB THA BOB! && kenny :D
oh & maya momma jonas pappa jonas frankie

AND OFCOURSE- danielle (:

thank you for all you guys do<3

-typo v

I meant lovebug turned on on my itouch* not head xD

-lovebug

sooo, lovebug just turned on in my head, and brandon popped in my head.
bradons my boyfriend. && I couldn't ask for anyone better.
it is tough though, we live in the same state, just 5 1/2 hours away.
lovebugs our song, he hums it randomly on the phone sometimes && I love it.
during my 3 world tour dates, I called him during lovebug, all he heard was screaming BUT it's the thought that counts, right?(;
brandon just somehow gets me, he understands me, and he loves me for me.
he does support my whole jonas obsession :)
he realizes that it's a part of who I am, and he respects that.

you've all had boyfriends who are douches, who use you, who will quickly move on.

brandons the total opposite.
he's amazing in every way.
he makes me feel so indescribable.
so genuinely happy.
just so, loved.
I couldn't ask for anyone better.

he's the only guy I can potentially see myself with forever.
the only guy I can see myself falling in love with over and over everyday.

he's my lovebug. (:

sorry for the gushyness, I just needed to let that all out.

-you just don't know it.

sooo i'm preeeetty bored and thought I'd answer some questions from my followers!(:

Q: what did JB say when you met them?
A: the boys were extremely warm and sweet (: kevin greeted me with his amazing smile, when I gave nick money me and brenna raised for him, he was so grateful and nice about it (; when I got to joe, I stared at his hand. but boy was his hand soft ;) haha. then after, me and brenna took like two steps infront of themand screamed "HOLY CRAP WE JUST MET THE JONAS BROTHERS!" && they laughed ;D.
And the second time, there wasn't really any time to talk, I just said that thank you & told joe I loved him :).

Q: whose your rolemodel?
A: my mom, she's my best friend, I can tell her anything :)
demi cause she's gorgeous and so true to herself.
and deff jordin, I absolutely love her and was SO excited when I heard she was touring with Jb. she's gorgeous, so nice and sincere and her voice is amazing!

Q: favorite song from world tour?
A: from HS- over you, two rebels and see u in the dark
from jordin- basically all of them :D
jb- bk/albl, much better, turn right, paranoid & burnin up!

Q: favorite tv show?
A: JONAS && anything reality xD. my tv basically stays on MTV.(;

Q: favorite non jonas band?
A: underOATH!!!!!(:

Q: how many times have you seen JB. in person?
A: eight!

Q: what JB song reminds you of your boyfriend?
A: lovebug<33333 it's our song (:

Q: where do you live?
A: New York

Q: how many jonas things are in your room?
A: way over 100! :D

Q: do you like miley?
A: I used to hate her but now I love her :D
my opinion changed after I read 'Miles to Go' !

Q: why do you love JB?
A: I could go on & on but, I love them because of the hope they give me. idek why but they give it to me. they're music is everything to me, I don't know who I'd be without them. nick is my hero. & if you read my post before this, you'd know why (: joe is amazing and so sweet and kind, anddd funny ;) and kevin is so amazing, and brave. <33

if you guys have more questions, just ask meeee!(;

-this is me.

sooo i thought id post a little something about myself.
mostly because ill be posting my blog on my twitter account-- @teamkenielle (the first support twitter for kevin and his fiance danielle, danielle is also aware of the account)
and i want my followers to know me a little better.

I'm Brittany.
im fifteen, and from New York.
Music is a big part of my life, id be absolutely no where without it.
There's not a day that goes by where my ipod headphones arent in my ears.
Id be lost without my voyager and itouch, too.
Im a big electronic geek.

I love my friends.
my bests are: Bree and Nikki, who are more like my sisters, ive known them since i was four.
Erica, Brenna, Michelle and Brittani. (:

i have a boyfriend, his names brandon (:
hes everything i could ever really need, honestly.
but, we're in a long distance relationship.
He lives in New York too... just 5 hours and 34 minutes away.
But i basically talk to him every moment of every day.
He does understand my jonas obsession/ dedication.
And yes, he does support it.
When i go into a jonas rant, hes not afraid to tell me to shut up :) which is perfectly fine.
He understands i love joe, but that i will always love him more.
hes everything i need, hes amazing.

Okay, so here comes the jonas part of my life...
ive been a fan for about 3-3 1/2 years.
joe is my favorite jonas, but i love all 3 equally just for different reasons.
without them, i honestly dont know who id be today.
without getting into details, ive had about 15 surgeries in my life, and a little bit longer and nicks speech has helped me through it so much.
if theres one thing i could do before id die, it would be to sit down with them, one on one, to just tell them thank you.
To tell Nick, that without him, and his determination and strength, that i wouldnt be who i am.
Nick truely is my hero, i respect him so much, to make a commitment not only to his fans, but to himself, to never slow down and never give up, thats amazing, thats a man.
if i could just tell them each how much they mean to me, ill be fine.
just so they knew, for that short time with me, that they changed atleast one persons life, id be happy.
it took 3 boys to open my eyes.<3
i dont know how long this jonas journey will be, but ill be there till the end.
i admire them all so much.
no one truely understands what they mean to me, i dont even think i fully understand the meaning of why theyre in my life, but all i know is, is that im grateful.
im grateful that everyday i can see their faces.
im grateful that there truely are gentlemen out there.
im grateful that i have not one inspiration in my life, but 3.

one thing i cant stand is kevin hate.
if you follow me on twitter... you understand.
i think its absolutely disgusting, and ridiculous.
i love kevin, i always will<3

hmm, what else is there about me?
i like randomly saying weird things.
im very sarcastic.
i like to sleeeeeep!
hmm, this is gonna get boring on you guys.

im gonna be a sophmore, sept 8th.
i hate my school, its what youd like to call gay, extremely gay (:
but i do like going, i get past the gayness after a while :]

my rolemodels in life are the boys, my mom, jordin and demi.<3

i sleep with my shane gray blanket everynight (;

wellllllllllllllllllllll, its 6:37...yes am.
the suns coming up, bree and nikki are snoring, and my boy is going to be up in a few hours.
i guess its time for bed<3

i think ill end every blog with a jonas lyric or song title (:

"sometimes a fight, is better black and white"

xoxo,
brittany.

-much better.

soo i just started this, not really sure how it works, but im pretty big on blogging i guess.
im sitting on my bed at 6:07 in the morning, not an ounce of tiredness in me.
my best friends, since i was four, nikki are bree are sleeping, bleh.

much better is playing (:
favorite song from the album, atm.
i lovelovelove it.
(:

okay, im going to post something after this...
bleh.