-Hollywood (...and heartbreak)

**okay, so Hollywood is obviously a JB song but I added the heartbreak for a reason.

our life isn't like Hollywood.
one day, we're not going to wake up and have every little thing we want.
I think Hollywood sends out good and bad examples to teens like us.
good, because some rolemodels are humble and nice, like the boys.
but most Hollywood images are fake.

not everyones a skinny twig, I'm not, and I'm proud.
I've seen girls change themselves to become wanted or looked at as beautiful, like the girls in "Hollywood".
the fact is, no matter how hard we try, changing our outer appearance does no good.
each one of us were made for a reason.
to change yourself for anyone, a boy, a friend, even the boys is ridiculous.
the boys will love us alsong as we're TRUE fans.
the chances of us being with, now, joe or nick is slimmm.
anyone in your life should love you for the person you are.
and if they don't, you should take a moment to think about why they're still there.
if, for instance, a boy is telling you that you should change or he doesn't like you, DONT change who you are.

girls, you need to LOVE yourselves enough to realize that you're amazing.
everyones unique and different in they're own way.
we all need to be, or else we'd all be the same.
but changing who you are is NOT worth it.
if that guy is dumb enough to not see who you are, is he worth it?
if he doesn't like you for who you are, will the relationship work out?

that's how I was.
before brandon, I went out with a guy, on a date to the movies.
douche doesn't even BEGIN to describe him.
but he told me everything I wanted to hear.
but all he really cared about was hooking up.
the whole movie he had his hand on my boob, was slurping an icee, and insisted on showing me the blister on his thumb... by putting it in my face...
YEAH, let's just say I gave up after that.

but something good came from that.
that night I talked to brandon, after my date
and he made me feel so much better :]
(that WAS NOT the first time we met, I. knew him like 2 years before that)
but he still had a girlfriend. :|
that shortly ended there after, we liked each other and BAM here we are :)
ANYWAY.
all I'm saying is, DONT change yourself.
you'll date guys who aren't for you, they might pressure you, tell you things you want to hear, but only YOU know in your heart what's right for you.
**REMEMBER- sometimes the BEST relationships start out as friendship, that's what Happened with me and brandon, now look at us!(;
if you start off as friends, you become closer and get to know each other better.
believe me, it's worth it.

I'm not saying this because I have a guy like brandon.
I'm saying it because before I was just like some of you.
I lost hope on guys and myself.
but what JB taught me was to NEVER loose hope.
I didn't, and was blessed with brandon.
I truly believe everyone is destined for someone else.
wait, and I promise you'll find your "brandon" soon (;

alot of girls have low esteem, and sometimes I do too.
but everyones unique in their own way.
every girl is beautiful, in their own way.
don't change yourself.
find reasons why you love yourself.
look in the mirror everyday and say I love myself, or say something good about yourself.
it may help boost your self confidence.

I know some of you may think I'm crazy or stupid for saying all this.
but I can't stand it when girls change themselves for guys.
or stay depressed for days after a break up because they think it's their fault.
OH, and if a guy wants to keep your relationship a "secret" or on the DL, BAD IDEA.
if a guy truly likes you, he wouldn't care if people knew.
why should he be embarrassed?
he obviously doesn't see you for the person you TRULY are.

girls, remember you're beautiful, and worth it!
keep in mind what you deserve.
and keeeeep it bouncin', duhhh.(;

love you guys!
if you need me @reply me or Im me @ britxoxxxx
I'm always here<3
-Brittany!